THE BURNING DESIRE

Saturday, June 07, 2008

The tiny palms

Mercury was melting down... the firmament was burning like hell…and the clock slowly inching towards a sacrosanct hour -12 o’clock- the meeting hour. I was running against time as I have already missed two early meeting hours and I can’t miss this one in a trot. I paced up my bike and in a moment she was talking to winds.
In the scorching heat, hardly a animal was visible on the road …my bike was clocking at 66 km per hour, and in few minutes I was just some distance away from attending the daily brainstorming session.
Suddenly, I had to put my brakes on as the traffic signal turned red and my bike after skidding a bit came to a halt. I was swearing at the signal like anything…as it was intolerable to stand for those few seconds under the sun which is beating hard on my head.
…there she was standing besides the yellow traffic signal enjoying the summer heat and hardly bothered about her dishevelled clothes. Her plaited hair in a dusty yellow strip of ribbon with a tuft of hair in front of her half shut eyes, the gleam in her eyes was quite visible as she glanced towards the red signal.

She jumped from there with a tattered cloth in her one hand and a smile floated on her face. In between her and me was a distance of three cars, I was trying to shield behind the third car driven by a middle aged person who was sweating like anything.
But in those moments of sweating his round eyes continuously veered towards the cornered temple.
I was strategically placed in a position from where I can silently observe the young girl, who had started working laboriously first on the window pane of the extreme left red car to me. I can only see a pair of glasses sitting in the cool comfort of her air conditioned car and her moving lips. The girl after polishing the bonnet of her car swiftly moved towards the wind screen where she was comfortably positioned in. The little girl knocked on the window...i didn’t see the glass pane sliding down… but yes saw those shadows of disappointment on the little girl's face. She then moved towards the another car silver coloured car wiping out the drops of sweat on her face...once again with her full energy she started clearing the hardly visibly dust on the glass pane of the car. The middle aged person smiled at her and she responded with a broad grin on her face and I saw fingers stretching out and dropping a coin in her tiny little palm. The day has started for her, she tossed the coin in air, grabbed it and then moved towards …

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Distant Calling...

waking...
my lips smile softly before i open my eyes
I can feel the warmth of a new sunrise

the first seeing moments, from window to floor
thick honey light, brilliant and pure

from where i lay, i reach my hand to the light
and it grabs me back, purile and bright

i think of the day and all that can be
there is a distant heartbeat calling to me

i cant see the sun from where i lay
but it holds my hand from so far away



Coutesy:CC

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

...it was one of those innocuous moments in life when one wakes up in state of disbelief oblivious of beauty which unfolds in its transient presence.

One fine morning, I found myself standing just on the edge of a flowing river, a river which was tempting and oozing with cornucopia of love, her scintillating beauty splashing on her crystal clear ambrosia.

Standing close to the river I can only admire her beauty, I started walking along the bank to grasp every drop of her beauty. The two captivating green eyes from the depth of river started following my inner soul, captivating my burning desires.

As I walked along her, I felt the sensation of her curves meandering through rocky and terrain surface in her full bloom. Her supple arms opened up, a deep urge from inside urged me to quench my thirst from her ambrosia of love.

It was difficult choice for me to whether just walk along the bank grasping her surface beauty or should take a deep plunge for her womb. Suddenly, a whiff of fresh air brought the tiny droplets of her which touched my carnal desires ...

I saw her unblemished bosom opening up like an oyster with a milky pearl lying inside it, radiant and throbbing with life. Captivated, I sat there dangling my feets touching her, a tinkling sensation invited me to have a bathe in her pristine beauty...

Got one step closer, I spread up my arms, closed my eyes and took a final plunge in a world of uncertainties, I was there inside her, feeling every single droplets of her absorbing me into her. My own self got reflected in her serene and calm nature which soothed my soul. My animal instincts started battling with her, but she undeterred holded herself as I crossed all the barriers, her green eyes lit with wild desires and in a moment it vanished. Now, I was there into her thrusting, crushing and battling... I slipped into her nectar, sipping the burning sensation ...

Immersed in her tranquillising beauty, 'I' vanished, it was a moment of timelessness...and I went deep and deep to search me...

Saturday, December 30, 2006

Bosom Of Love

It was a pearl out of an oyster, which take millions of year to transform from a drop of water to precious pearl. The milk of love oozed out splashing the world full of srtife, the magical aura splashed all over and in that charismatic light I feel the beatitude of love.The endeavour, the pains of the bosom channelised into positive vibes in which i got drenched. The effort was palpable in those pearls which has the power give life to a young and dying. Every single moment of that escatic feeling become an immemorable part of life. The honey dews from the nectar of love excudes the elixir of love, but the path leading to there is tedious and the only option available to one is of love and compassion.
My journey is on, the traveller is on his way to gain the love which always eluded him, the carnal desires and spiritual desires fights along the way , the battle is own, the scintallting light of the pearl will lead me to my horizon where my desires shall meet...

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Hi---- Can change the world!!!

A simple hi, sounds mundane but it has the potent power to start an unforgettable relationship. Hundred times we use 'Hi' to break the ice between the strange people. Sometimes it faciliates to know the person sometimes it become a formal thing to do .
This time for me a 'Hi' opened a mystic land of 'love' and compassion. Life is transient, it changes every single moment, but in that changing phenomenon there hidden a bigger meaning of life, for me its a journey on which i found a traveler, crossing by me, the person simply gave a coy glance and world stopped. Yes the cornucopia of' love' has come, but i have to understand 'love' to know the mystic charms and aura around'love'. Time passes by, we can't hold it but yes we can hold that precious moments of life which has rejuvenated and gave a fresh lease of life.
The doe eyed, gleaming face and a rose tinted lips seems physical insinuations but the aura behind that is spiritual, where body and soul entwines. My endeavour will be to know myself through that secrert admirer, may be physically far but spiritually near you, someone with whom one shed off his inhibitions and can hold hands to walk together.
No one knows whether we will meet or not but sharing joy, pains, desires and needs will take me near to 'love' .May be i am trying to look myself through 'Love'.
May be this is an illusion of life but 'love' will always be remain there that is not an illusion.

Sunday, August 06, 2006

THE MOST IMPROBABLE SITUATION: Human Beings becoming Immortal

The most improbable situation: Human Beings becoming Immortal.
9th December, 1980
The only ultimate reality of life “Death” conquered by the scientists of CISR, India. Flashed the morning newspaper, first I thought it as a gimmick but no it was the authentic report. I could not believe my eyes, I was skeptical about that innovation at that moment of time but now no more after living for almost 200 years. Mankind found the elixir of life. I still recollect the jubilation and frenzy atmosphere of that particular day all around the world. World over people were not able to sink themselves in to this feeling that they have now the panacea for all diseases.
The government agencies administered the cure in drops to the people.

The first outcome of this revelation led to the demolition of religious structure, yes “God is dead”. We no more required the benediction of someone unknown called the God. Temples, Mosques, Churches and other religious structures were rubble to ground. Doctors lost their profession. Life became too fast, people lost the value for human lives, crime graph sky rocketed as there was no deterrent for the criminals .
Life changed but Time stopped. Billion people are still here on this planet earth living a life of an immortal. No one is afraid dying, the whole life cycle turned upside down, the boon became a trap for us to suffer more. Yes we are not dying but we lived and saw the world how it changed. We crossed through our youth to this stage were we are again like a newborn child. Morality rate almost come to zero .We no more celebrate the birth of a child because we already having teeming population.

Our playing with nature has created chaos. As the global warming increased due to the human activities and emission of harmful gases, the Mother Nature changed, we saw the ice age and also the greenery of land turning into deserts. Human beings lost the emotional value as no one is worried about death but we mourn when somebody is born. The fight among world increased to capture land for food production, bloody wars fought to secure a good life for the people of warring country. We saw nuclear war, the advanced age warfare among the countries.
We lost the sense of exuberance of life and the joy of child. Immortality ended the human bondage to the cycle of life and death. Life become monotonous, the vivacity and vitality of life was lost. We imprisoned our own self into this world. No one is dying and the world became an old age home.

Creativity died, people living in the hope to break this human folly which led to more problems than solution. Politicians all around the world not abdicating the power, dictatatorship replaced the democracy; people were forced to work in inhuman conditions.

Scientists again world over searched for a cure to absolve this problem which has created pandemonium. People wanted to die to get rid of this human cycle. The monotony of life killed them, they no more enjoyed the vagaries of life, human became animals, immortality led to more disaster and the boon turned into a curse.

Monday, July 10, 2006

spirit of life

SPIRIT OF LIFE

Deserted in the fury of time, lost in the sea of faceless faces

Dejected worn out in the fantasy of dreams

Vanquished on the battlegrounds of life

Phoenix arises

New life born

With steelier nerves and desires

New flower blooms

Sun comes forth from dark clouds

Silver lining on the horizon

Once again, the fresh lease of life flying & flying, soaring into

The sky above.